Deaya Razak's

Nak jadik dokterrr ,nak jadik dokterr!
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Hi ,lets love each other

“I disguised as someone else not because I wanna lie to you but because I wanna be real. So that I could share that lil’ something with you. So that…we both can learn from it. I’m sorry for disguising myself as someone else. Hope you are reading it everytime I email it to you.”

—   unspokenwordsforseconds

“Ya Allah, give me the strength that I seek from you to get through this hard time. Only to You, I return to and no one else either than You :’)”

Shine your mercy like the sun, and be gracious as the earth.
Let your kindness come like rain that cares not whom it falls upon.
And let ocean deep your wisdom be, your heart and lanterns spreading peace.
Give yourself in love of him, be like Al-Habib.
And in your deepest needs and in your deepest grieve, call on Him in humility.
Place your trust in the One, to whom creation turns.
You’ll find redemption and find peace.

Be a blazing fire of truth, be a soothing balm of peace.
With the light of your sincerity, break the clouds of tyranny.
Let your faith be like a blessed tree, give your shade to all who seek.
May your roots run true and deep, take your strength from Al-Habib.

And all the certainty will bring tranqulity. Contentment with Allah’s decree.
Give thanks for all that comes, be patient and know that someday you will return to him.

Hold fast to the company of the folk of certainty
Through the gaze and through your love for them,
May you be as one of them
Be as gentle as the whispering breeze, spread solace to the world we’re in .
Let your heart and soul be mirror clear, give life and love to Al-Habib.

And stand before Allah like nothing else exists, and worship him like you are seen.
Be with all creation and all your deeds and words
As though you have no self to clean.

Yet when you master all of this, forget not your neediness.
Were it not for Allah’s grace, none of this can be achieved.
So be humble as the lonely earth, that all creatures walk up on
Be the slave of the most merciful, take your light from Al Habib
So shine your mercy like the sun, send your light across the earth
Let your kindness flow like rivers, quench the thirst of all who come
and let mountain strong your spirit be, let your heart melt out of love for Him
Take the road that leads to Him, may you be with Al-Habib.


i want to be as happy as this cat

(Source: cynicowl, via hitoritabi)

“Aku hilang diriku sementara mengejar kamu.Aku hilang nyawaku dan aku mahu cintamu dan aku hilang dari cintamu, dari hidupmu dari segala-galanya.
Aku ingin kau tahu dan sedarkan kewujudanku.Aku inginkan kamu lebih dari yang kau tahu dan aku hilang dari cintamu, dari hidupmu dari segala-galanya!”

“Awk selalu buat saya mcm ni”

Anonymous said: What's so bad about periods


  • Blood comes out of your vagina for anywhere from 3-7 days
  • That blood you lose can be around 4 tablespoons to a cup
  • a cup of blood, vaginal mucus, and endometrial tissue
  • You get cramps that will make you cry. You can vomit and/or pass out from them
  • You will get horrible mood swings
  • You get headaches
  • Backaches
  • Your breasts hurt so bad sometimes you can’t even touch them
  • You get acne everywhere
  • Your actual vagina could be sore
  • Your feel constantly tired
  • You have a constant fear of soaking through your pad/tampon
  • You can’t lay a certain way in bed
  • You take pill after pill and it still doesn’t help
  • You bloat and gain weight
  • You might have anemia (iron deficiency) which can not clot your blood causing so much blood loss it’ll be deadly
  • You never feel full
  • Everything irritates you
  • You will cry a lot
  • Once you get up in the morning, your center of gravity has shifted and all the blood settling in you during the night will now rush out of you causing you to clench your legs tightly to avoid leaking
  • You get made fun of for having a period ?////?/?/
  • You’re forced to go to school/work
  • You get told that you’re overreacting

but ya know, fixing your dick discreetly in public is bad too

I’m having number 1, 10, 19 and 20 a lot. Its really hurt :/

If you can’t find a better love…why ever leave it?

When all our tears have reached the sea
Part of you will live in me
Way down deep inside my heart
The days keep coming without fail
A new wind is gonna find your sail
That’s where your journey starts

You’ll find better love
Strong as it ever was
Deep as the river runs
Warm as the morning sun
Please remember me


“After asking Allah to guide you to the straight path, don’t just stand there… start walking." -Amal Ahmed Albaz


After asking Allah to guide you to the straight path, don’t just stand there… start walking." -Amal Ahmed Albaz

Yup ,for you ,

(Source: inthenameofbeinghonests, via gotyourdemons)

The Adult-Me


       As everyone knows ,2014 is the year of me becoming adult .Well ,its scary! But its kinda exciting as well! ^^

Actually I’m going to tell you about the changes I felt when turning 20 years old ni .Please ,DO NOT EMESIS(vomit) or having muscle spasm while reading this entry .

Ok ,first of all the motherly-love that ‘suddenly’ pops out of no where inside here *right hand on my pectoralis major* .Weh ,not that lah .Haha ,positive-positive! Ehem-ehem .Lets go straight to the point ,I feel like having my own child right now! What the F ,man? I’m only 20 y/o ,why am I dreaming of having my own child? The future father pun takde lagi ,ok ok .Calm down .Entahlah ,lately bila I tengok any pictures of baby something touch me in the inside .What is that actually? Most importantly its not some sort of trachycardia or bradycardia ok >.< But ,let’s pray that someday I will have my own child ,of course after knowing or meeting the future father .Weh ,I know by now y’all must be like “What the heck is wrong with this minah talking about having children in this age?” Biar ah ,I wanted to tell you guys the ‘changes’ I felt after reaching this age .You know? Well ,you will come to this later ,trust me :)

I must be crazy writing this here .Haha >.< For this time being this is the changes I felt ,later on if I ada rasa apa-apa lagi nanti I cerita lah K .My hands feel numb ,nah not because of metacarpal syndrome but because I sprained it just now .

Till then VryOne .Night!

“I really like you #WH”


"Swift’s two-hour production was an overwhelming experience. There’s an enormous amount of detail that worked to make the Speak Now Tour a sort of next step in country concert presentation….it blended the pacing, the music and the artist’s personality in a way that transfixed.” 

(Source: tswifttours, via gotyourdemons)

“Sebaik-baik wanita adalah yang apabila diberi sesuatu dia bersyukur dan bila tidak diberi apa-apa ,dia bersabar .
Yang menyenangkan hatimu ,bila kamu melihatnya dan mentaatimu bila kamu menyuruhnya .”